Penyu Bertelur, Jadi Tontonan Turis Asing

Let's say itu ada di salah satu pesisir pantai di Banyuwangi, Jawa Timur dan terjadi baru Selasa malam (3/6). Ini hanya opini saya, bukan berarti saya bermaksud untuk mencari-cari sisi negatif dari kegiatan ini. Seperti di lansir harian Jawa Pos pada Kamis (5/6), beberapa turis asal Prancis beruntung dapat melihat momen penyu bertelur tersebut pada malam hari.

Saya pribadi agak sedih dengan hal-hal seperti ini, tapi saya bersyukur karena telur-telurnya langsung di bawa ke penangkaran yang aman. Sedih melihat penyu sedang bertelur diintip, dilihat dan di fotoi secara langsung dari jarak yang dekat. Menurut saya seharusnya selain mereka menyelamatkan habitat penyu, mereka juga memikirkan ketentraman yang diperlukan oleh penyu tersebut, paling tidak mereka tidak melakukannya pada jarak yang terlalu dekat. Ciptakan suasana seperti seharusnya, seperti alam biasanya. Fotografer, para pengamat, pelindung dan turis-turis juga sebenarnya di untungkan karena apabila mereka di beri pengertian tentang hal tersebut fotografer dapat mengambil gambar lebih natural dan bagus. Pengamat dan pelindung Penyu dapat mengamatinya secara lebih alami dan turis-turis juga di didik untuk menjadi lebih mencintai dan melindungi hewan langka tersebut.

Mempertahankan eksistensi dan merawat serta melindungi suatu mahluk hidup bukan hanya soal menyelamatkan dan menarik turis asing dengan hal tersebut. Tetapi juga soal kesabaran dan mencintai apa yang kita lakukan. Mari kita ciptakan win-win solution ;)

Stargazing and City Lights

Last night I was stargazing with my friends and saw the beauty of City lights which a quite far and can't take good photograph of it (So that picture is Tumblr). I just hope that I can do that again with people that I love and worth to suffer for. People come and go in your life, you'll never know. And sure you actually know when someone come to your life and it's your choice to hold that person in your life or you'll just going to 'nah' to that person.

When you see that your chance is too big, you're actually fall too far. Or idk. Don't make a wish to a fallen star, because it'll die soon. Make a wish to a forever star that you see today and later. It isn't easy to hold a person to stay in your life. But we shouldn't lose our hope, to anything that we want in our life, anything.

Do you feel the way I do right now? I wish we would just give up, cause the best part is falling. Call it anything but love. So I promise to keep my distance, say 'I love you' when you're not listening and how long can we keep this up? -Christina Perri

I hate this feeling, like I was doing something wrong. Idk. I was going to write something that much more important and suddenly I'm really not in the mood. HA.

A letter for you.

Dear you, who rad haired and come from the ocean

Forgive me when I look away
Because I mirror you.
You look away when I see you
So I look away when you see me
I know I shouldn't.

You're that prince who came from nowhere
And I am that princess who everybody knows.
When it comes to you
I am nothing like the unseen sea
And you are everything like the coming waves

I know what should I do
I'm just going to be myself
And wait for you
You're just going to be yourself
And we're not going to make a move

You aren't there
When I wear my best dress and heels.
And I am not there
When you do your best for something.
We aren't there for each other

But we miss each other when we're away
But we call for each other when we're away

But when it comes to face and face
We are like
Nothing.

We will both known
As the lovers who will never be together.
Because we both know
And we don't know.

Woohooo so I love this red haired princess, I'm not making a poem about her and prince (who?). I just think that I want to remake what if they never met and Princess Ariel is isolated in the ocean, what would it be haha, just kid. These all my own thoughts, just random thoughts. I wear Princess Ariel because she's unique. I love her. Thankies :)

Mungkin

Mungkin bukan aku yang kau cari
Mungkin aku hanyalah jembatan penyebrangan bagimu
Mungkin bukan aku yang kau pikirkan sebelum langit semakin gelap
Mungkin hanya aku yang menunggu
Mungkin aku bodoh
Mungkin aku naif
Mungkin aku bukan wanita itu
Mungkin aku bukan teman bicara yang baik
Mungkin aku bukan tempat beradumu ketika langit sedang mendung
Mungkin aku perlu menunggu
Mungkin aku perlu menunggu lebih lama
Mungkin bukan aku yang kau lihat saat semuanya terjadi begitu cepat
Mungkin aku salah
Mungkin aku benar
Mungkin ini semua hanya gejolak hatiku yang merindumu
Mungkin kita bergerak terlalu mudah dan cepat
Mungkin itu hanya dugaan semata oleh sepasang anak muda
Mungkin kau bahkan tidak mempedulikannya
Mungkin aku jatuh terlalu dalam

Tetapi mungkin, mungkin

Mungkin itu aku.

-Celine

Sorry gak pernah post, lg males. Trus muncul" post malah galau gini =)) gapapalah, unyu kan puisinya? Penuh dengan kenaifan wkwkwkwk love you all, thx for reading.

No Description needed

So, two years ago, in the same days (not in the same date), was huge mistake I made. I just don't know what to say. This all I got for you, there, yes you, I hope you don't read my posts especially this. Cause I would make you think that I'm so desperate, literally I'm not. But, I miss it. We had too much and to let go all of it, I can't. Not even someday I will. It was just too much. Idk whether you still remember those things or nah, but hello, you won't forget some things.

I don't know who else to blame, but I know I will never be the same. I don't know whose false is this. I still chase the clock even we're apart. We don't have that lovely goodbyes, but if you only knew, it was you, my reason. I can't see your face anymore, but somehow sometimes, you appeared in my dreams clearly. Neither of us know each other anymore. But after all that we've been through, how can I ever forget you? After all that we have shared, how can I act like I don't care? Cause every time I think about you, want you, need you, hold you, love you, I just wanna be the one who make you feel amazing. Cause you will always appeared like I wanna see, you changed me sometimes. What the hell was that game?

Those italic words, only one man who knows it. Hahahaha..I don't have a clue since the first time, was it love?

Um thanks for reading, but it's kinda letter to someone, I just make it up aand idk idk, haha sorry but yup I just want to write this broken loved thingy. Yup, thankies :*

All of Me by John Legend; Covered by Chester See

So I found this song in my playlist and I want to look at the lyrics video in youtube, but then, I found the cover of this song. This is extremely beautiful, trust me.

If you're a girl, imagine that the person that you love can sing you this, aww hehe. So here, check out the lyrics, enjoy :)

What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

Thank you for reading :D

Tanpa Alasan

Susah sekali untuk membaca pikirannya
Bahkan ketika jarak diantara kita hanyalah mata dengan mata
Meskipun begitu, aku tahu aku adalah untuknya
Bahkan ketika Ia mengatakan kebohongan
Aku tahu untuk apa Ia berbuat begitu
Betapa bodohnya aku pada saat itu
Pada saat matanya masih menyatakan ketulusan
Pada saat kata-katanya adalah benar
Aku malah bermain-main
Aku bermain lompat tali dengan dua orang lainnya
Permainan itu sangat menyenangkan
Permainan itu sangat kunikmati
Bahkan ketika aku tersandung beberapa kali
Aku tidak lelah memainkannya
Hingga aku lupa pada bumi yang berevolusi
Dan pada akhirnya aku terlelap
Aku terlelap bersama dengan air lautan yang biru
Biru yang dipancarkan oleh sinar dalam kegelapan yang mulai menjauhi bumi
Aku menemukan daratan kembali
Dan kembali menemukannya lagi
Aku menemukannya tepat di depan jendela jiwaku
Ia sudah menjadi cermin harapanku
Ia sudah menjadi cermin hidupku
Ia bahkan menjadi cermin masa depanku
Yang tidak kuketahui, Ia telah menjadi cermin di tengah hamparan kristal putih
Ia pecah berkeping-keping sehingga ku tak bisa melihatnya lagi
Apakah perlu berakhir seperti ini?
Kurasa ini semua dapat kembali seperti sedia kala
Tetapi apakah aku bisa membuatnya murni seperti sedia kala?
Layaknya besi yang mulai memunculkan warna
Dan dari mata ke mata
Aku tahu ini semua sudah berakhir
Tanpa alasan

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If You Say So by Lea Michelle

Who doesn't know Lea Michelle? The beautiful actress in serial GLEE who plays as Rachel. If you know her, you probably know Cory Monteith right? The gorgeous actor from GLEE who plays as Finn. He was rest in peace a year ago. They were in love and planning on went to married 2 weeks after. You know how hard it is for Lea Michelle, and this song is just for him, so much pain inside of it :( Here's the lyrics;

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Since you paralyzed me
Seven whole days, seven whole days
Since you lost your fight
And I can't get the last words that you said
Can't get those words out of my head
Seven whole days, seven whole days and four words
And I can't get away from the burning pain a light you wake
And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts
How could you leave me this way

It's been seven whole days without your embrace
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say
Was just a week ago
You said I love you girl
I said I love you more
And a breathe, a pause, you said, if you say so
If you say so, if you say so

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Since I heard the phone ring
Seven whole days, seven whole days
Since I heard your voice
And I can't get the last words that you said
Can't get those words out of my head
It's been seven whole days, seven whole days of pure hurt
And I can't get away from the burning pain a light you wake
And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts
How could you leave me this way

It's been seven whole days, without your embrace
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say
Was just a week ago
You said I love you girl
I said I love you more
And a breath, a pause, you said, if you say so
If you say so, if you say so

I can't believe it's true
I keep looking for you
I check my phone and wait to hear from you in a crowded room
The joker is so cruel
And now I'll never know if all I've been told is just a lie, so false
I thought we would grow old
Mirrors in the smoke
Left me here to choke

It's been seven whole days without your embrace
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say
Was just a week ago
You said I love you girl
I said I love you more
And a breath, a pause, you said, if you say so
If you say so, if you say so

I told ya, it's so deep. Thanks uu :')

Idgaf!

Have you ever feel so annoyed?

source: web, tumblr

Because really, I don't regret. If I have a habit of regretting, I might regret many fuckin' things, but I don't. Instead of feeling regret, you better feel that you've learnt from that thing. Because everything happens for a reason, to make you a better person, to get you anywhere you want in this life. If you keep trying to walk away from your past, you're gonna have a bad time, trust me. Because when you try even more, you feel even more, you remember even more. So, just don't give a shit about the things that can't make you any better person. Don't give a shit of someone who doesn't care about you, I mean, you should always be good and polite to people, but no, don't give a shit about people who comes when he/she needs you. Because, you deserves happiness, you deserve friends who can give you positive things to make you a better person.

Have you ever feel so annoyed of someone or something that you can even feel every day you meet them will always gonna be awkward? Have you ever feel so annoyed when your guy friend's gf mad at you with no reason? Hear me, Don't ever give any shit babes!

Because everything in your life are matters to you. They will make you a better person, nature will always give you positive things. But it's your choice, what will you take from nature. I can say that I'm talking about karma, it doesn't work blahblah, but hell yes! Look, if you break the nature by stupid little things, they'll give you back. They will give you back an uncomfortable circumstances in your life. If you plant a seed, you'll get a plant right? But sometimes it won't grow, why? It's because maybe you haven't got a lot experience, because nothing's instant. Except our sophisticated technologies these lately.

Remember you're the one who choose whether you want to be happy or not. So, let your smile brighten up the whole world :)

Ps. this is a part of my life's story, sorry if it's random, but really, thank you for reading :D

Look at me by Carrie Underwood

This song is hit! The lyrics are so real, you gotta listen to it. This song came out in 2009, yes, it's 5 years ago and I just listen to it in 9gag.tv and I almost cry because this video of a bride sang her groom when she was down at the aisle here's the video. Well, there's no official video of this from Carrie Underwood, but if you want to know the original song, here it is :)

This is the lyrics, enjoy ;D

I would bet my life, like I bet my hear
That you were the one, baby
I've never been so sure of anything before
It's driving my heart crazy

I can't hold out, I can't hold back now
Like I've done before

Darling, look at me
I've fallen like a fool for you
Darling, can't you see
I'd do anything you want me to
I tell myself I'm in too deep
Then I fall a little farther
Every time you look at me

How do you do that, babe?
Make me feel like I'm the only girl alive for you
I don't know what it is that makes me fall like this
First time in your arms, I knew

The way you held me, I knew that this could be
What I've been waiting to find

Darling, look at me
I've fallen like a fool for you
Darling, can't you see
I'd do anything you want me to

I tell myself I'm getting in too deep
Then I fall a little farther
Every time you look at me

Every time you look at me

The Ambiguous

The music has started. All lights on. I say to myself again for the third time “Do I have to go?” and all people who’ve been asked like that be “You wanna lose your money?” or “It’s once in a year and you’ve never seen it before, you should try.”

All that I can say to myself is, “I mean, there’ll be a lot of screams, speakers, people, make-ups, dresses and everything that I’ve never faced before.” And I think hard again, “then it’s gonna be your first time!” You know, we’ll always think whatever it is, “no, absolutely not.”

But then you had to fight yourself “but really, I’m not going?” and you’d be like “okay, I’m going.” After you decided something, the other things came up and “make-ups, no. Hair, nope.” And you know you just gotta be yourself,  “okay let’s go.”

When you arrived at something you fight your mind before, “well, it’s not that bad.” But you know, your first thought is your major decision like, all the time, “no, Im leaving.”

Shout out~

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Everything by Chester See

If you ask me who's Chester See, then you aren't a youtuber :) He's a musician, singer and comedian, sooner or later you'll probably love him <3

Everything - Chester See

This is a sweet moving on song, fyi. This song is really deep for me. It's like in this song I can always say "tbh" hahaha, so here's the lyrics, enjoy :)

She loved and left me
Still she kept me
Wanting more, but feeling empty
Did she have to go
Will I ever know

Love and leave me
She deceived me
The way she kissed
Was so misleading
I thought that she might stay

Then she went away

Before I close the chapter to your name
There's a couple of things I never got to say

Your eyes are wonderful
Your smile is too
Your laugh's contagious
And your heart is true,
There's beauty in your touch

And your kiss is love
You're everything that every guy dreams of
You're everything that makes me fall in love

It's been some time
But still I find
I'm struggling with our last goodbye

I thought this love would last
Now I'm living in the past

Cause it's just me
And memories of how my heart
Would skip a beat
Whenever you were near
Now you're never here

Before I find the strength to let this go
There's a couple of things I need for you to know

Your eyes are wonderful

Your smile is too
Your laugh's contagious
And your heart is true
There's beauty in your touch
And your kiss is love
You're everything that every guy dreams of
You're everything that makes me fall in love

Your eyes are wonderful
Your smile is too
Your laugh's contagious
And your heart is true
Yeah, there's beauty in your touch
And your kiss is love

You're everything
Yes, your'e everything
You're everything, you're everything
That makes me fall in love
Yeah, in love

Flashbacks

I do still remember it, how much your heights at the moment when you told me that you like me.

I do still remember it, your face when you want to say that you love me but you just can’t and you wrote me a letter.

I do still remember it, when you tried to learn music.

I do still remember it, the tastes of your music.

I do still remember it, the way you talk.

I do still remember it, the way you walk.

I do still remember it, what you always do when you’re angry.

I do still remember it, the way you don’t want to hurt a little girl’s heart.

I do still remember it, how your appearences changed.

I do still remember it, the first time I looked into your eyes and I was counting 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, blank.

I do still remember it, how we fixed things up.

I do still remember it, when you know I was jealous.

I do still remember it, what you hate from me.

I do still remember it, when we made stories together.

I do still remember it, when we worked things together.

I do still remember it, when we see our future together.

I do still remember it, how you lied about fantasies to me.

I do still remember it, when you teased me so deep.

I do still remember it, the way you look at me and then you looked away.

I do still remember it, how you sing to me.

I do still remember it, everything.

But no, I don’t want to go back. I just miss you, that’s all. ‘Cause everytime we go back, mistakes always happen. I don’t want any of us hurt. I want you to be happy with the one who can make you happy without pressing you. I want to be happy living this life without regrets. The past is in the past. ‘Cause if it’s meant to be, it will be. Don’t be wrong, I’m not hoping anything. There's just come a time that I miss you, that’s all. And really I love my life, so much better now.

Look

Look.
Can't you see it?
How much she loves you,
How much she misses you

Look.
Do you still know her?
She might still wants you,
She might still needs you

Look.
Can you still remember her?
With all of her heart,
And with all of her soul

Don't you see her?
Don't you realize it?
Her smile,
What have you done?

What do you see?
What do you feel?
What do you want?
What have you done?

Don't you notice her?
Her moves,
Her smile,
The look of the window of her heart?

Don't you notice her?
She talks to you,
She keeps trying to find you,
She's always see you

Did you ever love her?
Weren't it all real?
And for the last time,
Do you still look at her?

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Lihat

Lihat.
Apakah kau melihatnya?
Betapa Ia mencintaimu,
Betapa Ia merindukanmu

Lihat.
Apakah kau masih mengenalnya?
Ia masih menginginkanmu
Ia masih membutuhkanmu

Lihat.
Apakah kau masih mengingatnya?
Dengan segenap hatinya,
Dan dengan segenap jiwanya

Tidakkah kau melihatnya?
Tidakkah kau menyadarinya?
Senyumnya,
Apa yang telah kau perbuat?

Apa yang kau lihat?
Apa yang kau rasakan?
Apa yang kau inginkan?
Apa yang telah kau perbuat?

Tidakkah kau mengenalnya?
Gerakannya,
Senyumnya,
Jendela hatinya?

Tidakkah kau melihatnya?
Ia berbicara padamu,
Ia terus mencarimu,
Ia selalu melihatmu

Bukankah kau pernah mencintainya?
Apakah itu semua tidak nyata?
Dan untk yang terakhir kalinya adalah,
Apakah kau masih melihatnya?

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Chester See's cover of Say Something

This song is really great. I mean, they have good music and lyrics. This version of "Say Something" is made by Chester See, he's really a good singer...and comedian in YouTube :D

The lyrics are so deep so, check it out, here if you want to hear the original one by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting at all

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you oh

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something..

Thanks for reading :D

Back at One - Brian McKnight

Have you ever heard this song? I knew it from my friend, the way she sang this song was so cute. So, I'm checking on this deep song and I love it :)

It's undeniable, that we should be together
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know, if you don't know just how I feel
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal, yeah

[chorus]
One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one two three
Five, make you fall in love with e
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one, yeah

So incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about babe
And undesirable, for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
'Cause you know that you've got the keys to my heart,
'Cause..

[back to chorus]

Say farewell to the dark of night, I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line, just in the Nick of Time

[back to chorus]

How's it? Instead of great lyrics, this song has a great music too, so check it out :)

Brainstorm #1

So I'm planning on write down my brainstorms here, in my blog. I'm going to make a new story but I still don't know what to write. I have many ideas but I don't know which one the brightest.

Here's the list:

- Cheesy-eezy lovey dovey story, maybe not that cheesy but still :p 3 or 4 months ago, I was going to write a new love story but I'm stuck and I had a lot of tasks to do, soo yeah, I didn't continue it. I don't know if I'm gonna make it again or not, but I have these ideas because all of my 'what if' things. I think that I can write my mind on it, with a little changes. But still, I'm thinking that this is too ordinary for me.

-Fantasiess superb-fiction. Well, I can put all my imaginations here and taraa, but nope, not that simple. It's a bit hard for me because, if I make it, my ideas will come from the Harry Potters, Percy Jacksons, Narnias and all fantasy movies and books I've ever watched and read. And it will so mixed up, I don't want to make that kind of cheesy fantasy story. But, I've made this once, I didn't make it alone also I don't want to talk about that story no more (it's lovey-dovey thing, you know, it was with someone).

-So fuckin' cool storeyy. I mean, it can be girls in action things, spies things, sophisticated things and also Holmes' things (but really, I love Sir Conan A. Doyle's so much). But, I don't know where should I find the ideas for making that kind of stories. I've read many, but I don't know why, it's just hard. Yea, I don't know, I haven't tried to make that kind of stories.

To be continued :p

February 7th, 2014

They say, writing can heal you for everything, because it's like you move your mind into somewhere else but, you don't have to hear other opinion like when you're talking with your friends. So here I am, writing.

It's this feeling that you're feeling like you shouldn't love someone. Because when you fall in love with them, you'll just screw things up. You don't even know, when he says some things about love, you don't know whether it's for you of not, because he lives in other environment that you don't know. And also, when he talks about his crushes. Even if you've other crushes and you tell him too, you can't deny your feelings for him. You know it that you have that one person that you will always love.

Do you know a song called 'Crazy'? Sings by Andrew Garcia.

The way I feel for you is unlike any other thing I've ever felt before. But they don't understand that I'm not crazy, I'm just a man, searching for reasons to find you, over and over again. I'm doing everything that I can.

Crazy 'cause I'm telling the truth, there's nowhere to run. They're telling me that I should find another one, they can say I'm outta my mind.

It's probably a good song :D 

Okay, back to the topic. Do you know that if you stop chasing the wrong things, the good things will probably have chances to catch you :) 

Okay, the next post will be longer, I'm telling a story hahahaha.

Um yeah, if you've anything to say to me, just email or give comments below, I would like to hear it. Thanks :D

Almost is Never Enough - Ariana Grande ft. Nathan Sykes

I'd like to say we gave it a try

I'd like to blame it all on life

Maybe we just weren't right, but that's a lie, that's a lie

And we can deny it as much as we want

But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later

We'll wonder why we gave up

The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough

So close to being in love

If I would have known that you wanted me

The way I wanted you

Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart

But right here in each other's arms

And we almost, we almost knew what love was

But almost is never enough

If I could change the world overnight

There'd be no such thing as goodbye

You'd be standing right where you were

And we'd get the chance we deserve

Try to deny it as much as you want

But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later

We'll wonder why we gave up

The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough 

We were so close to being in love 

If I would have known that you wanted me, the way I wanted you

Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart

But right here in each other's arms

And we almost, we almost knew what love was

But almost is never enough

Oh, oh baby, you know, you know, baby

Almost, baby, is never enough, baby

You know

And we can deny it as much as we want

But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later

We'll wonder why we gave up

The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough (is never enough, babe)

We were so close to being in love (so close)

If I would have known that you wanted me the way I wanted you (babe)

Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart

But right here in each other's arms

And we almost, we almost knew what love was (baby)

But almost is never enough

Oh, oh baby, you know, you know, baby

Almost is never enough baby

You know

I'm so into this song lately<3

February 2nd, 2014

So, I'm looking for books. When I was in bookstore yesterday, I'm feeling like I have to buy it all.

Well, at least I bought The Demigod Diaries. Which now I know there are a lot of series before that book. But this book contains of Luke's diary long before his betrayal, it's when he met Thalia and Annabeth. Also jumped to Percy's diary which contain of his adventure after he saved the Olympia (Titan's curse).

It's worth it by the way =D so I'm planning on read the other books.

Recomended books for reader :p
Rick Riordan's
JK Rowling's
Nicholas Sparks'
and Raditya Dika's (Indonesian)

And I just wanna share, Midnight Memories is in Youtube now, don't forget to watch it :p

February 1st, 2014

I don't know what's anxiety means, but am I? I'm feeling so (I don't know how to describe my feelings) just because my mouse pad doesn't work-well.

Um, Happy Birthday dear Harry Styles :)

By the way, this one topic came out from my mind when I worked at my art homework.
The Sun.
The Sun is so beautiful when they came up, but it will hurt us when it comes to high in afternoon. After that, the Sun's gone in beautiful way again, and moon came up from far, lights its grey-blue. Why is the Sun can't be beautiful to see all the time, even if it's so useful.

I've said, I blog random things and it'll get more random.
Ever since I saw my old things and stories, I don't even want to repeat it.

February 1st, 2014

So, last night, I dreamed so much things, like going back to school, which I considered it as nightmares :p
But I have this one dream who won't go away. Yeah, I dreamed about my bestfriend leaves me. It's like when we meet, we have responsible to pick up clothes (Idk why) and when I saw him there, he smiled at me and we joked (Idk what) and we said it in the same time "Get off of my way" even that we were smiling, it's like I've been kicked out. He has new good friends (good for him, not for me). Yeah, I haven't contacted with him since his birthday, maybe, and it was 3 months ago.

Is that a good or bad sign? I don't want to lose him, he's a great-great bestfriend. I don't know what he's doing now, I've never (won't maybe) gone into his school again. It's because of some things. But, Idc about that.
You girls, have you ever thought that you may need some boy bestfriend and sometimes he heals you up more quickly than your girl bestfriends? Because man don't take anything in hard ways, I think.

So, I wish I've my old bestfriends back this February. Having them always makes me be the happiest girl in the world hahaha, sound cheesy. But they're so lovely that I can't deny them. I miss them soo much.

January 31st, 2014

Happy Lunar New Year :)

It's 10.45 in Asia by the way, I suppose to sleep but I won't. Not just because of homework, I just don't want to sleep. To get deep into my sweet dreams that I've always had these lately. And also I don't want to struggling in my bed, say that I can't sleep but then I sleep. Have you ever felt it?

When you try to get out from something, you know you want it so much. But, the harder you try it, the harder you let go from it. It's a theory, just think about it. You try as much as you can do to ignore something, but it makes you even think more about it all the time. Maybe sometimes you'll feel like you forgot it as easy as you forget your homework or any other small things (homework is small, or idk, depends on the teacher). But, sometimes you can't get over it as much as you hear someone that you love dies.

One of my friend loves someone so much but she can't even want to talk about her feelings to me, even that she knows that I knew. She will always ignore it when I joke her. It's totally funny that she ignores it, but all the things that she's talking about all day is just that one person. But accept it, we're all can sometimes act like her.

Okay, one question. Why people say it FALLING in love? Why not "dude, she's just love someone."? or "She feels the love, dude."? Why FALL? Isn't it hurt and leave scars everywhere?

January 19th, 2014

Hey :)

umm, I don't know what to write.
Okay just write what's on my mind. You know those pretty guys, One Direction?? Of course you know. It's not about what other people think. Maybe a lot of you don't really like them, but really guys I wasn't really interested in them from the first, I don't really like their first song actually. But, I love them so much, not just because their handsomeness but just take a look at their lyrics. Their songs are actually mood-boosters (for girls especially), because it consists of all the words and things that we actually want to hear (from guys especially). I'm not telling you to love them as much as I do but, their songs can give you inspiration. For example if you want to write a song, or poem, or story you can just look at their lyrics and yeah it's so fuckin' sweet. They're not as good as Westlife yet, but you should check them out.
My favorites are Irresistible, Nobody Compares, They Don't Know About Us, You and I

I will bring you their lyrics soon :D I just, not in the mood, because I miss something hahaha and gotta go to sleep without thinking of it. So bye :)