The music has
started. All lights on. I say to myself again for the third time “Do I have to
go?” and all people who’ve been asked like that be “You wanna lose your money?”
or “It’s once in a year and you’ve never seen it before, you should try.”
All that I can say
to myself is, “I mean, there’ll be a lot of screams, speakers, people,
make-ups, dresses and everything that I’ve never faced before.” And I think
hard again, “then it’s gonna be your first time!” You know, we’ll always think
whatever it is, “no, absolutely not.”
But then you had
to fight yourself “but really, I’m not going?” and you’d be like “okay, I’m
going.” After you decided something, the other things came up and “make-ups,
no. Hair, nope.” And you know you just gotta be yourself, “okay let’s go.”
When you arrived
at something you fight your mind before, “well, it’s not that bad.” But you
know, your first thought is your major decision like, all the time, “no, Im
leaving.”
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