Flashbacks

I do still remember it, how much your heights at the moment when you told me that you like me.

I do still remember it, your face when you want to say that you love me but you just can’t and you wrote me a letter.

I do still remember it, when you tried to learn music.

I do still remember it, the tastes of your music.

I do still remember it, the way you talk.

I do still remember it, the way you walk.

I do still remember it, what you always do when you’re angry.

I do still remember it, the way you don’t want to hurt a little girl’s heart.

I do still remember it, how your appearences changed.

I do still remember it, the first time I looked into your eyes and I was counting 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, blank.

I do still remember it, how we fixed things up.

I do still remember it, when you know I was jealous.

I do still remember it, what you hate from me.

I do still remember it, when we made stories together.

I do still remember it, when we worked things together.

I do still remember it, when we see our future together.

I do still remember it, how you lied about fantasies to me.

I do still remember it, when you teased me so deep.

I do still remember it, the way you look at me and then you looked away.

I do still remember it, how you sing to me.

I do still remember it, everything.

But no, I don’t want to go back. I just miss you, that’s all. ‘Cause everytime we go back, mistakes always happen. I don’t want any of us hurt. I want you to be happy with the one who can make you happy without pressing you. I want to be happy living this life without regrets. The past is in the past. ‘Cause if it’s meant to be, it will be. Don’t be wrong, I’m not hoping anything. There's just come a time that I miss you, that’s all. And really I love my life, so much better now.