2014!!

Last day of 2013

I hate saying this, but I'll just stay home all night. Maybe I'll look outside, at fireworks.
I'm pretty excited for this new-year-thing. So here is my resolutions,

Be better for all things
Have A's in all subjects
Be brave and managed
Let all things flow
Get all jobs and or tasks done in good marks
Can go home frequently
Having new great friends
hahaha and so on

So, I think you'll have different list, what's on your mind?

Holiday without snowflakes

Really, I still confused with this blog settings, especially for the pages. Anyone?

So when I was just arrive at my hometown a few days ago, I saw many things while on road. Things changed in this last 6 months. And I don't believe that we'll celebrating new year 2014 wow it felt like I was 10 yesterday and today I become 15 hahaha..
I just want to share that we don't really have much time to do anything worthy. I learn things and one of the most important is don't waste your time, don't procrastinate (I don't know, is it a verb?) and yeah not just by saying, I'm trying to make my time worth. Wasting time isn't always about tasks or works that you gotta do but also the things that you have to say or you should say (the important things) to someone or you'll lose your time or maybe like taking new opportunities, you'll lose it if you waste your time.
Oh yeah I'm just a blahblah girl teenagers kind but really this 'time' thing is important for me. Instead of I live alone while I'm on my senior high study, yeah time is the main key.

Yup without snowflakes but with rainy drops. This holiday I try to be productive with doing on some projects. I start writing, but still untold so yeah I don't know if I'm going to post it or not because it's a mini big project for me so it won't finish on this holiday. Also I'm working on task. And I'm waiting for 2014, I don't know if I'm happy or feel the other way because of the tasks I'll have, I'm burst with joy -_-

But really guys, Happy New Year 2014, have a great year!

Haha, update.

Um, I haven't done anything since..when? Yup, last century.
Actually I don't have anything important to share but really..

I AM GOING HOME

Finally. I AM GOING HOME. Haha once again. It sounds..naive?
Nope, really, meet the entire family and old friends are permanent mood boosters and it'd gone by they're gone again. (I have no grammar, thanks.)

I miss everything in my hometown, no exception. Maybe I change, or others change, idc. I just know that I will be home soon :)

Bad memories hit me so bad, it plays like scene on movie in my head, I still can feel it but yeah it happened for reasons and will always give me lessons. And maybe some things, I can never really get rid of it, I can't forget it now and forever but I know I live my life now, I have to.
Focus on what I want, and I will get it.
Focus on what I do, and I will get my best.
I know I want something, and I can't just sit, read and say it loud.
I'm doing on something in everything I do, I know it.
So, wait for hear me ROAR.

How te feel better

So, from this post I want to share my thoughts about how to feel better, not feel better from the others but how to always feel fine all the time anywhere you go.

1. Always think positive when you wake up in the morning and it sounds so simply, but really, sometimes it's hard to feel fine if you know that day would be busy. Always feel blessed is the best way, open your window and see the warm morning sunshine.
2. Imagine that day would be easy and full of beautiful things. Like you imagine your best friends, favorite teachers, your family members, and all the things that you would like to do that day. 
3. When you feel angry or lazy and those negative things, just be quiet and smile. Don't every say a word when you're in that mood, you won't regret it.
4. PRAY :)
5. Learn new things everyday, anything. If you're still a student, you should have this even it's Saturday or Sunday. You can learn subjects, join new clubs, browse the goods, or anything. But by doing that, think positives and you've to be happy to do that and learn new things.

Thankies.

School

As we know, yup, school. I was on my first day of my senior high, and I was like "you got to be fuckin' kidding me." I really felt like I shouldn't be there because I'm not sure about this and everybody keep shouting that junior high years are the best. My best friends in junior high said so, but I also heard my new friends in class say that too. And of course, I felt so desperate, HIGH SCHOOL, WHY NOW?

Idk about you guys, did you (who have finished the senior high classes) felt that too on your first days? I really need friends, who felt that too.

Now I'm on my second months of school. I already feel fine, but I still can't believe anything I've done till now. I still feel different, friends, teachers, strangers, environments, crush (really?), class, and just EVERYTHING.

And yeah, by the way, I decided to make this blog active since I know what to write, and sometimes I will write Indonesian too. Thanks guys :)

Something Inside - Jonathan Rhys Meyers (August Rush)

This is one of my favorite song all the time. Just check it out and see the beautiful meanings here..

When the one thing you’re looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out

You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold

Chorus
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

When the one thing you’re looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out

You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold

Chorus
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you