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So, two years ago, in the same days (not in the same date), was huge mistake I made. I just don't know what to say. This all I got for you, there, yes you, I hope you don't read my posts especially this. Cause I would make you think that I'm so desperate, literally I'm not. But, I miss it. We had too much and to let go all of it, I can't. Not even someday I will. It was just too much. Idk whether you still remember those things or nah, but hello, you won't forget some things.

I don't know who else to blame, but I know I will never be the same. I don't know whose false is this. I still chase the clock even we're apart. We don't have that lovely goodbyes, but if you only knew, it was you, my reason. I can't see your face anymore, but somehow sometimes, you appeared in my dreams clearly. Neither of us know each other anymore. But after all that we've been through, how can I ever forget you? After all that we have shared, how can I act like I don't care? Cause every time I think about you, want you, need you, hold you, love you, I just wanna be the one who make you feel amazing. Cause you will always appeared like I wanna see, you changed me sometimes. What the hell was that game?

Those italic words, only one man who knows it. Hahahaha..I don't have a clue since the first time, was it love?

Um thanks for reading, but it's kinda letter to someone, I just make it up aand idk idk, haha sorry but yup I just want to write this broken loved thingy. Yup, thankies :*

All of Me by John Legend; Covered by Chester See

So I found this song in my playlist and I want to look at the lyrics video in youtube, but then, I found the cover of this song. This is extremely beautiful, trust me.

If you're a girl, imagine that the person that you love can sing you this, aww hehe. So here, check out the lyrics, enjoy :)

What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

Thank you for reading :D

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Meskipun begitu, aku tahu aku adalah untuknya
Bahkan ketika Ia mengatakan kebohongan
Aku tahu untuk apa Ia berbuat begitu
Betapa bodohnya aku pada saat itu
Pada saat matanya masih menyatakan ketulusan
Pada saat kata-katanya adalah benar
Aku malah bermain-main
Aku bermain lompat tali dengan dua orang lainnya
Permainan itu sangat menyenangkan
Permainan itu sangat kunikmati
Bahkan ketika aku tersandung beberapa kali
Aku tidak lelah memainkannya
Hingga aku lupa pada bumi yang berevolusi
Dan pada akhirnya aku terlelap
Aku terlelap bersama dengan air lautan yang biru
Biru yang dipancarkan oleh sinar dalam kegelapan yang mulai menjauhi bumi
Aku menemukan daratan kembali
Dan kembali menemukannya lagi
Aku menemukannya tepat di depan jendela jiwaku
Ia sudah menjadi cermin harapanku
Ia sudah menjadi cermin hidupku
Ia bahkan menjadi cermin masa depanku
Yang tidak kuketahui, Ia telah menjadi cermin di tengah hamparan kristal putih
Ia pecah berkeping-keping sehingga ku tak bisa melihatnya lagi
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Aku tahu ini semua sudah berakhir
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If You Say So by Lea Michelle

Who doesn't know Lea Michelle? The beautiful actress in serial GLEE who plays as Rachel. If you know her, you probably know Cory Monteith right? The gorgeous actor from GLEE who plays as Finn. He was rest in peace a year ago. They were in love and planning on went to married 2 weeks after. You know how hard it is for Lea Michelle, and this song is just for him, so much pain inside of it :( Here's the lyrics;

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Since you paralyzed me
Seven whole days, seven whole days
Since you lost your fight
And I can't get the last words that you said
Can't get those words out of my head
Seven whole days, seven whole days and four words
And I can't get away from the burning pain a light you wake
And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts
How could you leave me this way

It's been seven whole days without your embrace
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say
Was just a week ago
You said I love you girl
I said I love you more
And a breathe, a pause, you said, if you say so
If you say so, if you say so

It's been seven whole days, seven whole days
Since I heard the phone ring
Seven whole days, seven whole days
Since I heard your voice
And I can't get the last words that you said
Can't get those words out of my head
It's been seven whole days, seven whole days of pure hurt
And I can't get away from the burning pain a light you wake
And the fallen hero haunts my thoughts
How could you leave me this way

It's been seven whole days, without your embrace
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say
Was just a week ago
You said I love you girl
I said I love you more
And a breath, a pause, you said, if you say so
If you say so, if you say so

I can't believe it's true
I keep looking for you
I check my phone and wait to hear from you in a crowded room
The joker is so cruel
And now I'll never know if all I've been told is just a lie, so false
I thought we would grow old
Mirrors in the smoke
Left me here to choke

It's been seven whole days without your embrace
I wanna see your face
I got some things to say
Was just a week ago
You said I love you girl
I said I love you more
And a breath, a pause, you said, if you say so
If you say so, if you say so

I told ya, it's so deep. Thanks uu :')