So, last night, I dreamed so much things, like going back to school, which I considered it as nightmares :p
But I have this one dream who won't go away. Yeah, I dreamed about my bestfriend leaves me. It's like when we meet, we have responsible to pick up clothes (Idk why) and when I saw him there, he smiled at me and we joked (Idk what) and we said it in the same time "Get off of my way" even that we were smiling, it's like I've been kicked out. He has new good friends (good for him, not for me). Yeah, I haven't contacted with him since his birthday, maybe, and it was 3 months ago.
Is that a good or bad sign? I don't want to lose him, he's a great-great bestfriend. I don't know what he's doing now, I've never (won't maybe) gone into his school again. It's because of some things. But, Idc about that.
You girls, have you ever thought that you may need some boy bestfriend and sometimes he heals you up more quickly than your girl bestfriends? Because man don't take anything in hard ways, I think.
So, I wish I've my old bestfriends back this February. Having them always makes me be the happiest girl in the world hahaha, sound cheesy. But they're so lovely that I can't deny them. I miss them soo much.
Friday, January 31, 2014
January 31st, 2014
Happy Lunar New Year :)
It's 10.45 in Asia by the way, I suppose to sleep but I won't. Not just because of homework, I just don't want to sleep. To get deep into my sweet dreams that I've always had these lately. And also I don't want to struggling in my bed, say that I can't sleep but then I sleep. Have you ever felt it?
When you try to get out from something, you know you want it so much. But, the harder you try it, the harder you let go from it. It's a theory, just think about it. You try as much as you can do to ignore something, but it makes you even think more about it all the time. Maybe sometimes you'll feel like you forgot it as easy as you forget your homework or any other small things (homework is small, or idk, depends on the teacher). But, sometimes you can't get over it as much as you hear someone that you love dies.
One of my friend loves someone so much but she can't even want to talk about her feelings to me, even that she knows that I knew. She will always ignore it when I joke her. It's totally funny that she ignores it, but all the things that she's talking about all day is just that one person. But accept it, we're all can sometimes act like her.
Okay, one question. Why people say it FALLING in love? Why not "dude, she's just love someone."? or "She feels the love, dude."? Why FALL? Isn't it hurt and leave scars everywhere?
It's 10.45 in Asia by the way, I suppose to sleep but I won't. Not just because of homework, I just don't want to sleep. To get deep into my sweet dreams that I've always had these lately. And also I don't want to struggling in my bed, say that I can't sleep but then I sleep. Have you ever felt it?
When you try to get out from something, you know you want it so much. But, the harder you try it, the harder you let go from it. It's a theory, just think about it. You try as much as you can do to ignore something, but it makes you even think more about it all the time. Maybe sometimes you'll feel like you forgot it as easy as you forget your homework or any other small things (homework is small, or idk, depends on the teacher). But, sometimes you can't get over it as much as you hear someone that you love dies.
One of my friend loves someone so much but she can't even want to talk about her feelings to me, even that she knows that I knew. She will always ignore it when I joke her. It's totally funny that she ignores it, but all the things that she's talking about all day is just that one person. But accept it, we're all can sometimes act like her.
Okay, one question. Why people say it FALLING in love? Why not "dude, she's just love someone."? or "She feels the love, dude."? Why FALL? Isn't it hurt and leave scars everywhere?
Sunday, January 19, 2014
January 19th, 2014
Hey :)
umm, I don't know what to write.
Okay just write what's on my mind. You know those pretty guys, One Direction?? Of course you know. It's not about what other people think. Maybe a lot of you don't really like them, but really guys I wasn't really interested in them from the first, I don't really like their first song actually. But, I love them so much, not just because their handsomeness but just take a look at their lyrics. Their songs are actually mood-boosters (for girls especially), because it consists of all the words and things that we actually want to hear (from guys especially). I'm not telling you to love them as much as I do but, their songs can give you inspiration. For example if you want to write a song, or poem, or story you can just look at their lyrics and yeah it's so fuckin' sweet. They're not as good as Westlife yet, but you should check them out.
My favorites are Irresistible, Nobody Compares, They Don't Know About Us, You and I
I will bring you their lyrics soon :D I just, not in the mood, because I miss something hahaha and gotta go to sleep without thinking of it. So bye :)
umm, I don't know what to write.
Okay just write what's on my mind. You know those pretty guys, One Direction?? Of course you know. It's not about what other people think. Maybe a lot of you don't really like them, but really guys I wasn't really interested in them from the first, I don't really like their first song actually. But, I love them so much, not just because their handsomeness but just take a look at their lyrics. Their songs are actually mood-boosters (for girls especially), because it consists of all the words and things that we actually want to hear (from guys especially). I'm not telling you to love them as much as I do but, their songs can give you inspiration. For example if you want to write a song, or poem, or story you can just look at their lyrics and yeah it's so fuckin' sweet. They're not as good as Westlife yet, but you should check them out.
My favorites are Irresistible, Nobody Compares, They Don't Know About Us, You and I
I will bring you their lyrics soon :D I just, not in the mood, because I miss something hahaha and gotta go to sleep without thinking of it. So bye :)
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